CAVED IN TODAY AND FAPPED .. read me

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Southbaymike, May 8, 2014.

  1. Southbaymike

    Southbaymike Fapstronaut

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    so today marks the 23rd day of my 90 day no nap challenge and I its back to day 1.. I was having a lot of trouble the last few days nights because of the build up and today I was having a really stressful day because of finals and no luck with the ladies. I couldn't take it anymore and I frapped.. I didn't watch porn but I used a flashlight and took it as slow as possible. Had the most MIND BLOWING ORGASM of my life lol...

    My question to everyone.. do I lose all the progress I've made from this of being resensitized to women and the real world. I have suffered from porn induced ED and not being able to get it up turning time of sex but I could masturbate and ejaculate no problem with porn.

    I felt like the sensation of the flashlight was a lot more powerful today but I'm still concerned i lost my progress

    any tips suggestions comments stories would be very helpful
    thank you my fellow NoFap warriors
     
  2. reborned

    reborned Fapstronaut

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    Mmm........ I think it would be a good idea to throw away your flashlight in order to hit the 90 days goal. I would throw away my PC if i could if I didn't need it for work.
     
  3. Southbaymike

    Southbaymike Fapstronaut

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    well I think the flashlight is good to keep incase I do have to cheat, having death grip syndrome from a lot of masturbation is something I'm getting rid of as well lol..

    all thanks to porn :eek: