35 and Older Accountability Group

Checking in - hope everyone has a good start to the week

 

Day 0 reset again
Feel like I'm in crisis mode
Need to take this more seriously but zombie autopilot starts strong every time
Not even aware of time passing

 

Wow! I am so happy for you! Glory be to God! I join your celebration! Bon appetite!
Continue the journey you have started and never give up, move forward with God's strength in patience!

May God bless you abundantly!

 

Checking in - already counting down the days until the weekend!

 

Checking in. All is going well, my head and heart are in a good place thank God. Take care everyone.

 

Checking in at the middle of the week - stormy weather outside

 

Reset...don't wanna be getting back into this again. Setting a new intention

 

Reset after 4 days.

We go again.

 

Checking in - good sleep last night

 

Checking in

 

Thanks for the well wishes. I'm happy to have gotten the surgery finally after putting it off for years, and I'd like the affirmation it was a complete success. A counter reset is worth the knowledge. Perhaps then I'll be one step closer to seeking a romantic partner, although I'm not entirely sure that's what I want at this point in my life.

Haven't smoked cannabis in nearly three weeks, I'm a bit proud of myself for that. Think I'll submit my sample next week when I reach two weeks and start a new streak.

 

Checking in - happy Friday everyone

 

Friday check in. All is going well, had a bit of a difficult day yesterday but feeling better today.

 

Reset last night but today I’ve started a book called “Stop Sex Addiction” by Milton Magness which seems good, so I’m renewing my determination to succeed

 

You're doing great. Keep it up.

 

Things are going well. Had some pretty strong urges yesterday but I left them alone and they went away. I always try to remind myself of that truth. I'll be gone for the next week which will be nice. Occasionally I'll have a feeling of loss in a way, and I remind myself that I'm not really losing anything. All PMO has done is take from me. It only provides a very short term escape. I know that as time goes on and my brain heals, eventually I probably won't even think about it anymore, and life will be good. I know very well that it's worth the work.