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Day 32 saiyans

Feeling a bit tired, but have been working hard on keeping a consistent training schedule. Looking to add early morning running, just need to get my ass up lol. I want to live a pure life, this is something that I believe the universe has been hinting at. We just gotta keep going. Fight or die!

 

Thank you, brother I haven't competed in one since early 2017

 

Day 59

 

All the best brother !

 

Day 22

 

Day 33 saiyans

Been feeling down, but still going. Training everyday, bettering my self. Im going to get back into reading, I don't know why I stopped, but I have a backlog of books that I need to read. Keep going saiyans. Fight or die

 

Day 37

Thank you, brother

 

im going back in. This will be the end.

 

Day zero

 

Day 1 Complete - Low-Class Warrior

 

Checking in.

 

Day 0

 

Day 23

 

Day 22

 

Day 34 saiyans

You will always be tested the most before leveling up. Bettering yourself is something you do for life. Ergo we will be tested countless times through out our lives, and we must not falter. We must push through and rise to see the other side. No matter what happens to us, never give up!

 

Day 61

 

Day 1

 

Day 274 - 9 months!

So small celebration: it's been exactly 9 months to this day that I've watched anything related to porn.

So since then:
- No watching porn videos or images
- No searching on escort websites
- No peeking
- No "Google this hot porn actress but don't click"
- No scrolling through bikini sections of online stores
- No "checking out this hot girl on IG, Snapchat, whatever (social media) website
- Nothing!

The only naked women I've seen the last 9 months were the ones I managed to build up a real connection with and sex was a part of that connection. Instead of the superficial instant gratifying, artificial and most of all losing (self) respect way of achieving that. And I can say: it feels darn good to be like this. None of the high dopamine surgres that I could get from online porn could give me this feeling of pride, self respect and self worth.

So what do I notice the most? There are now more and more days that I just don't even (breefly!) think about porn, escorts or going for that quick & easy "fix". I'm totally immersed in productive activities that are not easy to do in the short term but is giving me more satisfaction and meaning in the medium/long run. It will contribute building me up to further develop myself as a meaningful person and respectable man: I'm studying a new language (following a weekly class), go to the gym 4x a week and working towards a competition, teaching a strength class, following dancing lessons & practice weekly and I'm immersed in working hard at my job and also study for it in my spare time and am motivated in doing so. I've even been asked if I'm open to co-teach a salsa class with someone...more and more good things "just" starting to happen and come my way now.

In the past when I was still watching porn (or failing to quit) I also did some of these activities. But one of the biggest difference was that I often times lost motivation for most of them and just stopped and started over again later. And it also took quite some discipline back then to do. Now those things I just automatically (effortless) do or I'm even looking forward doing and enjoying the process.

I'm kind of repeating myself a little here. Sorry for that. But it's partially to just remind myself of how bad it used to be or how good it is now. But somehow I just tend to get used to it and forget to be grateful for it. And still I believe I'm not there yet. So I'm excited to find out how much more I'll be able to grow in knowledge, motivation and being able to enjoy the real things in life.

 

Awesome. Tell us how it went.

 

Day 0.
Had a bad day yesterday.
I felt tired, had difficulties performing at work and felt pessimistic in general. I turned to P for escapism.
At this point my biggest mistake is not turning away from all screens when I'm in a bad state.
I'll figure it out. As Lexro said, I would like some of that energy and optimism, I could really use it at this stage in my life.