Hi guys, it's been a long time since the last time I was active here. Things hasn't changed much. It's my third day and I'm having very high urges. I'm imagining myself with my close friend and that disgusted me. I'm afraid of my own behaviour, as after a month I'll be going to her place for a week. Anyway, it's my third day and I really really wish & will work hard to make it 14.
Phew... Yesterday Morning was tough, when I wrote this. After that I haven't had any urges, although in Night, while reading book, the characters Had sex.. and again the urges. But Yess!! I stick to the plan. And I'm normal right now, don't wanna think much. It's day 4.
And one more day. Things are definitely easier now and let's see how long it will take for another wave of urges. Day 5!