The Lord of the Rings Challenge

10 days LETS GOOOOOOOOO

 

Day 64, 65 & 66

 

Thank You, Baki!

 

Thanks man for the advice, and yeah I'll do that!

 

18 days
Low urges yesterday, worked almost all the day and felt a bit sad for the things that are happening with a girl that I like. But today I fell good!
Worked out and took a cold shower
Keep strong my brothers!

 

Day 11

 

Day 3

No urges again. But i did get an urge to engage in escapism and just surf the internet, but i remebered my strategies and turned the urge into motivation and energy to pursue my goals.

It is inspired by Mark Queppet, and i will probably get more into it later.

Stay on path brothers!

 

Checking in Fellowship Friend's!

3 Day Free of PMO

Struggling a little, but carrying on. My resolve has hardened at the end of the day.

Stay Strong!

3 days – PMO forces have spotted you!! With haste you use the Bucklebury Ferry to cross the Brandywine river.

@nerdy_owl Forgive me brother, I'm just realizing I did not answer you yesterday. My head was a bit off. Thank you for your kind words and yes I will make sure to keep myself occupied. I do not want to have a binge after the fall. Bouncing back is the key to keeping the momentum of my previous streak.

 

1 day - At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around.
Quest Item - Sting

Had a relapse yesterday. Drank too much coffee at work, without realizing. Came home I got very anxious and urges took over.
Won't be sliding down hill though.
This is me getting up again.

 

32 days

 

Relapsed due to MO. I am getting sloppy again, have to refocus! Now that i live alone again i really have to adjust to this.

I will not fail my brothers!! Many battles have been lost but the war is far from over! Always grateful, that when all feels down, there is this place to turn to and write down your thoughts and feelings

Hope you are all doing well, have a great weekend

Day 0 - Hobbit, The Shire

 

Day 37!

 

I have missed yesterday’s check in. Apologies.

Today has been not ideal at all. I have had a bad day so far. It’s. I did not study. I found myself resorting to escapism. And, I had some encounters with P that shouldn’t have been. And some more stuff. But,…however I look at it, this is way better than the last Saturday. Because the last Saturday I had slipped up. So, no worries. And they day’s getting better.

The technique I have been using, which I won’t tell of just yet, is working nice. It backfired slightly this morning. No worries.



I want to thank everybody here. This is the safest platform, as far as I can see, to share. And I am grateful to have such a thing.


“Keep on Keeping on.” ____ some poet.


5 days - With rain and fog you enter the old village of Bree.

And, a hearty welcome to the new members.

 

Day 269
I'm going to start Dopamine detox. This is my first time..

 

Day 5!

 

Day 9. II.

No matter what I do some days are just not good. Felt weak all day. Still studied for 5 hours. Wasn't super productive, but something is moving. I don't know... It feels that I am under some blanket of darkness - partly depressed. Dreamt erotic (not a wet) dream last night. Maybe I am going into withdrawals or something. Was tempted strongly in the morning, but later I just felt too tired to experience serious urges. I hope it's not a virus.

Went for a walk in the evening. Snow and starry sky. It felt so close...

Spoiler: Journey stuff

Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 9.
No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.).
Calisthenics workout every Wednesday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day. 8 done.

 

Day 4

A few urges, but responsive entries cleared me right up.

I do really recommend Mark Queppets youtube channel. He is amazing.

 

Day 21

Feeling very tired. I’ve consistently been staying up late the past few nights which has been incredibly detrimental; I’m more pessimistic, grouchier, and struggling to maintain social energy levels. Safe to say this hasn’t been great for my reboot, I haven’t relapsed but currently feeling like I really want to.

Obviously that would be a bad idea, so I’m going to bed now and getting an early night. Will make more of an effort to keep this up in the future.

 

Day 0

 

33 days

@kaerhal I feel similar, I'm very moody recently. Must be the withdrawals. Gf is worried sick and fears I might leave her because she doesn't know about all this.
Will pass.