Just Relapsed

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by FaithWithGod, Dec 20, 2022.

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  1. FaithWithGod

    FaithWithGod Fapstronaut

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    So I just relapsed after 48 Days, and during this run I've realized that even though the feeling of Fapping can be really amazing, it doesn't beat the feelings of not Fapping.
    I had this amazing surge of energy in me after 20+ Days into my streak and also the mental clarity you get (Oh Man!), Not thinking about porn and shit feels soo free.
    I relapsed (No Porn Involved) cos I wanted to experiment (which may sound like a lame excuse), but I wanted to see if I had any mental issues and lower energy levels after Fapping (Currently feeling sleepy & lazy right now).
    So yea in conclusion, I still prefer the NoFap as I feel it's much better long term and has way more benefits than Fapping.

    Next Year my goal is a 365 Day Streak onto 2024.
    Let's GOO!
     
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  2. Hi man, thanks for sharing your feelings and experiment results.

    Fap was a usual?? Or no any difference??
     
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  3. Hello man out there
    Good to see so much of enthusiasm in you
    Definitely you can go beyond 48 days streak.

    In your profile you have written that you are going through depression

    If it is comfortable for you
    Please share
    We all are with you

    Hope you are okay bro
     
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  4. FaithWithGod

    FaithWithGod Fapstronaut

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    Usual Fap man.
    Nothing new and nothing different
     
  5. FaithWithGod

    FaithWithGod Fapstronaut

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    I'm all good.
    Been doing a lot of experiments lately.
    I'm deleting my Social Media apps(Except YT) & also disabled statuses on my WhatsApp so that I can only use the app to text and not look at what others post.
    There are still moments of depression like when I call a friend/crush and find out that they are out enjoying outside while I'm stuck at home and it really hurts for a while but it passes.
    Still I yearn for a more outgoing life but I don't have a lot of people that I like hanging out with & meeting new people is something I really want but at the same time the thought of it is quite difficult & scary
     
  6. AndyR

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    Deleting apps and browsers can be temp fixes, you should be able to achieve such a high-level of self discipline,that you can be active on both reddit and snap and still not relapse even once
     
  7. OLLIE_100

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    Well done on reaching 48 days man, but from what you said it is clear that Nofap can help restore your life giving you mental clarity and happiness