Day 9. I had a really close call yesterday. I don't know what came over me but I did end up M for about ten mins. No P and I stopped myself before O and put it all away and shook it off. Yikes. But I'm proud that I was able to stop myself eventually. Let's hope that's the closest I come to a relapse and I can put it in my past and move on!
Empezando de nuevo. Ayer recaí. No fue grave y me llevo el aprendizaje. Empezando de nuevo. Día 1/14. Abrazos.
Day 2. Felt a lot of temptation yesterday after work because I forgot to post in the morning. It also felt like I deserved to masturbate and that it would be even more pleasurable since I hadn't done it in a while.
Day 10! After my scare a few days ago I'm feeling a lot better, but still trying to stay vigilant. Last time I got cocky and thought I was beyond temptation. Lol. I will stay humble, but optimistic!
Day 4/14 @Igaleksus it's encouraging to see your posts ahead of mine on a consistent basis. Keep it up!
Day 5/14 It is increadibly hard... the tension within my head and body are too damn strong, I can't handle it, and it causes pain. Feeling like I'm chewing a stone. But still on the way...
