That's really encouraging, I have always had low self-esteem and self-confidence, so maybe once I have more PM-free days behind me I will feel more like that too!
1/90 My new try. Again. I changed my view on M. People who are authoritative for me believe that masturbation is extremely undesirable. I think it makes me feel incapable. I am entirely a slave to this vice. Although it hurts me a lot, I plan to continue this path without masturbation. May the Lord and all the Buddhas help me.