The 30th day has come

I sit here, and I still think back to all those wasted years I spent on looking at things that I could've just glassed over.

Life without porn has been a massive change. Suddenly I feel more ambitious to do things in life I never thought I could do. I'm back into fight training, I've been mastering the art of Stick Shift driving, my wardrobe is less lazy, and more mature. I've been more eager to meet with people and interact in society. And finally, i'm attending church again.

The only kind-of-negative is the fact I've been desiring my significant other a lot more. Porn filled that void, without porn I am more hungry for companionship than ever. I spend more time with friends than without. I find myself messaging friends that I usually don't talk to.

I have had the odd urge to go back to my old ways, but I refuse to do so. The old ways are old for a reason.

Porn remains dead to me. It's just a matter of putting my life together as quickly as I can now.