Novelty gives us a knock-out punch! Remember why were we hooked to porn so bad? Because it was new every time we saw. The porn directors know the theory of novelty and they are practising it in their work! I still remember a punchline- "we innovate, you masturbate." Ever happened to you that you have a beautiful, loving and caring girlfriend and still you fuck up the relationship for a girl who is not as beautiful, caring or loving like her? Men seek novelty. It's in our genes. we can only control against it through our willpower and better wisdom. My point is, we have to accept and apply novelty in our lives to get the same rush in our brain that porn gives. Get into newness guys. New is good. New is refreshing.
@Turtleboi I dreamed of relapsing last night. I'm so glad I can wake up and still have my streak. I'm tired as hell now because I kept getting woken up by noises at night. But I can't let that kill my day. I just have to be very aware of how that affects me.
@Saiyan123 How have watched some erotic films not because I wanna fap, but I liked the actress and is curious about her. I don't know if it is counted as a reset. @Saiyan123 am I still in in this duel?
Head cracked, heart broken, Dead smacked, out spoken. Red flaps, doubt-holdin' Eating your soul into a bowl. Grow ol', heart stole. I'm only 15, just a minor. I know, I'll break free, feeling and looking finer! Paralyzed, I couldn't move. I started praying, until my soul was too. Going to murder PMO, strapped up, ready to shoot. Shout out to @IGY, hoot-hoot. I shot PMO, he wasn't dead. Four bullets in his f*ckin' head. Still quivering, pour red. Pmo, now gone back to hell, fled.
What happens when karma turns around, and bites you? When everything turns on you, despite you. I feel the judgement, and then I feel the resentment. When I'm in shackles in front of god, for the presented. That's what they want, they want you, that's why they keep. It's no wonder you can't go to sleep. Ever feel lost, as if you're too afraid? Nowadays I'm trying to find my heart, while everyone is trying to get laid. I'm trying to get to heaven, and try to get paid. Ever wonder, what was that blunder? When you feel like a God yourself, as if you can draw thunder. Just as if the doors of heaven were closing, and an angel threw you under. Ever wonder what people think of you. Jimmy choo. Yeah, that mansion too, red or baby blue? Ever leave your old self, without the old one's clue?
@ThisTrainDontStop Welp, I'm sorry. I ended up not being strong enough to resist the demons at my gate. Fell to a combination of memories, staying up late, guilt, stress, and bad feelings. Should've went to sleep when I saw the first waves of demons. All this effort to battle this disease and I fell, feels like I ended up with nothing in the end. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Well, no use crying over spilt milk, gonna go back to the journey, hopefully not going back to the usual cycle of binge-relapsing. Good luck on your next duel
Checking in, idk what day I'm on. and idc either, jus wanna get rid of stupid addiction. just wanna bop pmo on his stupid head
@Turtleboi definitely dude. Not all progress is lost, as long as you pick yourself up and keep going. Remember that your goal isn't really a 90 day streak or anything like that. Your goal is freedom from PMO. Think about that when you consider bingeing. Will bingeing give me freedom from PMO? Clearly not. Good luck to you as well.