Amazing what a full and busy day can do. I know that it has been said on here many times before! Back up to one day on the clock, but it is not a good sign that I am on here now. Means that I am probably a bit bored and more likely to wander!
Back to the first day again. Really not sure why I failed this morning. Really wasn't that interested! But kept prying. Ridiculous really. So the last 2 times I have relapsed I have not been that interested at all. Like I am forcing the habit. Still, 2.7 days apparently. Longest in 2 weeks. Next step is to beat that. Probably should head to the 3 day challenge if that is my goal, but I kind of like it here
Day 0. Again. Really disappointing. Was on the phone with a woman I thinking about going out with. Planning a time for a date. She made a couple of innuendos. I touched and then had an orgasm almost immediately. Disappointed at my weakness in the moment. Disappointed at the quick trigger. Disappointed that it means just one more system in the sexual machine is fucked up. But here I go. Back at it. Day ZERO.
Day Zero Learn from my mistakes https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/after-14-days-i-relapsed-5-times-today.237140/