The thing is I didn't touch those games for 53 days. Screen escapism doesn't seem so appealing anymore. I own a copy of the Witcher 3, where you play a cool masculine character, who for sure never masturbated to porn in his life and acts as a real magnet to all the ladies in the story. Suddenly my real life becomes more like this...
The writing of the character is great and his humor is clearly my cup of tea. But it's fiction inside a fictional world, not suitable an example for surviving modern society.
Well, yes you are right in that. But sometimes reality seems so vile, you must look for fictional people to find inspiration for improvement. After all, art mimics life.
Ohh, I see that you are a man of culture as well. I had a problem with escapism when I was like really depressed, now I can control my gaming habits. During that time I played a lot of Kingdom Come Deliverance. The game is kino and I loved the sense of purpose and progress in protagonist's story. Henry fought for his people, his king and his loved ones. It was a good deal of anti-cynicism pills, because at that point I felt like I have no real goals and purpose in life. We sometimes need heroic tales, even if they are fiction.
Just stop trying so hard to get laid. You crave more you get less that’s how it works. You got to choose between women or success 5 minutes of pleasure or success. Women don’t give a fuck about you dick they got ten other hungry men waiting. transmutation of sexual power is what you need go play some sport or something.