Day6/30. Last night i had to contemplate watching or not. Which got me thinking, why do i still have to contemplate doing something that i know is wrong. I find it very difficult to lie, steal and other things i know are wrong. So why cant i also have that same resolve towards pmo. Why is it always a battle.
14/30 This is going to sound awkward now, but I think I have what might be called as a wet dream the previous night. I really have no recollection of having jerked off, but when I woke up from a sexually charged dream, realized that the sheets were all covered in stuff... And the thing is, I really don't have any recollection of having jerked off.... But I don't even recall evre having wet dreams. Never... So that's puzzling. I think I am going to keep up with the challeng at the current count though :/
Currently on day 33, next step is 60 days, nofap is easy for me and i almost have no urges, this will help you a lot, wish i had this knowledge in beginning https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/if-youre-struggling.232140/ Good luck ^_^
Day 20 and 21 complete, I am suffering today, intense boredom and a depressive mood, which happen to be my weakness to not relapsing, I will not watch porn and I will avoid anything that may arouse me like the plague, Ive come far and I will not start from scratch again. I know this is just one hurdle out of many to come, it's just an experience that will pass like everything else does and by tomorrow I will already have forgotten abt it
Been on vacation for a bit but wanted to post as soon as I got back. Day 9, is definitely fighting a lot of urges. I wonder if there is a healthy way to masturbate, let me know your thoughts, thanks.