If can power through today, I will have 7 days hardmode. A first for me. It would mean everything to me to be able to complete this challenge with you all.
Had a really lewd, and bad dream today. Dreamt of myself relapsing, again and again, the guilt came in the same package as well. It's so vivid(although it made no sense once I woke up, I don't even have a TV in my bedroom, much less a sci fi TV with all sorts of functions) EDIT: Pressed the button before I finished writing the thing. Damned mobile bs. Anyway, it's so vivid that it feels real, even though I've alrdy been awake for 10 or so hours. Also having a headache, despite the fact that I slept earlier yesterday.
oops almost relapsed today. Be really careful with instagram guys...Its my only potential trigger...Anyway got remembered of this forum and came here running! SO this is day 11..see you guys tomorrow
Second day completed, Yay its a great victory to me, Thanks all who is here, i get inspired by reading others posts. today i didnt had much urge to fap as i was fasting. and in my case fapping mostly happens because most of the day time i stay at home and wife goes to job, but as i was fasting today, fasting ended after wife came home, so hope this day will go like this
Day five and its only getting harder, but i really need to get rid of this 5 years bad habit. lets do it together guys.
Nearly completed 5 days of my streak today i was not that much productive but not feeling urge to watch feeling good that i reached 5 days marching towards 90 days 5 th mission over 6 th mission started
Nearly completed 6 days of streak i was productive today but not that much what i want but happy that today i concentrate on my studies i have wet dream yesterday i think my mind is rewiring itself tougher days are coming but nothing is tough then myself marching towards day 90 6th mission complete 7 th started
I'm exactly the age of yours. I started masturbating when I was just 12-13 years old, although I didnt and I don't do it on daily basis. I have controlled it for a week so far but in the middle of second week, it becomes harder for me to control the arousal and have to get the load come out. I'm down for it as far as somebody like me is up for it. We can communicate through WhatsApp or Line messenger. Let's join hands together and make our recovery productive.
Glad I joined this challenge. If I get through today I am on day 7 of being free of my bottom lines of looking at anything I can make sexual in media, rubber necking, willful fantasy and euphoric recall. Things keep popping in my head to think about, but I have been able to turn away and redirect when I notice my brain has wondered to sexual stuff.
Just saw this thread. I know I am a little late to the party, but I will be joining the four week challenge. I will be doing 19Mar2019 to 16Apr2019. My girlfriend broke up with me a week ago. I want to make some life changes and focus on creating better habits that will have a positive impact on my relationships going forward in the future. Lets do this!!!
I am joining this challenge for the second time .last time i could go only for 6 days .But this time I will try my best to make it to 4 weeks .
Wohhoo my 7 days streak will be completed this night well its not a big achievement but than also its path of recovery as i have crossed 7 days many times i know challenges will be coming in front of me my mind will force me to watch p as happened earlier but this time i will tackle it and win it finally keeping confidence in myself marching towards day 90 7 th mission over 8 th mission started
Made it through another day. Fantasy popped in my head more today, but when I noticed it, I was able to redirect. Seems like its getting harder to resist or I am just getting more pent up energy. Hope things get easier.