Day 4 was rough. Spend most of my time in the room because of work. But then i switched my mind to something else and watched motivational videos. Then, i thought to myself i need to fight this and caan no longer hide from my weakness. Then, everytime i got a urge, i take my phone and call my friends or stalk old friends at insta. It really worked or while. I bougjt a hand gripper which i will use whenever i got urge Progress is going goo so far. I ll tell u more after my 7th day
Day 7 Woke up around 10am,have been playing videogames cause i'm still a bit ill, urges are massive, need to go for a walk and clean after that, i feel more man than for a long time
Day 4 This group can really help. Just now I felt like looking at porn, and the usual me would probably just say "alright then, enjoy yourself!". But I remembered this group, and thought, how could I give up like that? The thought of PMO just went away from my mind since then.
Day 5 It was pretty difficult in the morning. Somehow my accountability partner helped me come out of it. Thanks to my AP. Hoping to cross Day 6.
I need a challenge with a reasonable goal. I'm jumping in late; however, since even going a few days is difficult, the remainder of the month seems like a well adjusted goal that isn't too daunting. I see for the people already in the challenge things are getting tough - keep going, keep updating. Good luck and wish me luck.
Day 6 Just checked my browser history and noticed that i am 7 day PMO-free in about 10 hours. Will adjust the Timer tomorrow. I think I can feel higher testosterone, today while driving I got pretty angry at the slow car in front of me. Meditation helped me a lot to get joy from within instead of P
Day 8 I woke up full of energy, feels so wierd at it takes usually 2-4 hours before i feel like i have even a bit of energy. And i slept only like 6 hours, also i really feel like i have to stop smoking, feels so fucking bad to light up but at the same time it feels so good, but i am afraid of going cold turkey as i have very stressing job and quite annoying customers. Also it feels like my morning erection is lot harder and my cock is thicker, not sure tho
Welp, got a lot of urges today. Especially urges to fantasize and watch P. Didn't watch P, but I did fantasize for a few seconds or so before reining myself in. Had a lewd dream today(can't remember the details tho, although it does feel like a p game), which made my day even harder. And seeing one of my classmates still triggers me, as usual.
Stay strong man, dreams can be very hard to not to think next day, as long you try your ultimate best to beat urges your doing good!
Day 5 Going good. Was a busy day for me, so no time to PMO. I did have a few urges here and there however. But overall it was alright. Another day we go.
Day 6 It was pretty hard. But trying as much as I can do be PMO free. I think I'll make it. I've the power to lead the forum as well as myself
I'm basically on day 2 right now. I relapsed twice after a 6-month-long streak. No urges right now, and won't have any for some time. Most likely in 4-6 weeks, I will get urges to watch porn. During my abstaining, I watched porn sometimes which was a problem. This time I'm abstaining from everything and I'm expecting to get urges after not viewing porn for a long time. If I remember, I will come back here to update. Cheers.