so last night i didn't somthing bad, iv felt like my slfe after spending sometime on nomore painc and reading up on HOCD, wich i now know i have. I never thought i was gay till the sissy hypnosis videos. I wasnt hypnotized or anything like that, it's my ocd which i know latchs on to things. I really found something that made me feel better on the other sight. "A gay person doesn't spend all day worrying if there gay or not, they worry about how they will tell the people they love." So in sort none of us are gay because of watching something, it may have fuck thos of us up with ocd like my self, but no, it did not turn me gay. Im still the same person I was last month. The reason I'm ranting is because I know i can get off to normal stuff and my gf, but I looked at some wired stuff I used to get off to and nothing happened, no hardness or anything. So i felt like I turned a coner, but i fear it hurt my hocd. Because I hade a really bad night. (Let me be clear that it wasnt anything hypnotic, im never going near that poison again)
Buddy if you have a gf and you love her, that automatically means you're not gay. You could, however, be bisexual but fortunately that's much easier to hide than being a homosexual.
Slipped up and saw a few sisy hypnosis gifs and now am freaking out! Im under a grate deal of stress because of some medical stuff going on with my gf, and I guess I was just week....please someone help
Well, you stopped and didn't let it get too far, that's good. Find something to keep yourself busy and you mind distracted.
Absolutely these 'Hypnos' do have an effect. I was frightened when a counselor of mine started using similar patterns during EMDR, so Hyno videos are absolutely based on some real psychological theories. The bad news is during MO those phrases are going to be heavily chemically enforced from endorphins. The good news is the cortisol you feel after O is fighting back through negative reinforcement. In my experience, these types of heavily identity undermining sub genres are best faced with physical measures. Go running, move your body, doing so reminds yourself that you are in charge of your body and thoughts and actions. Will these videos turn you trans, no. Absolutely not. I know the thought patterns though bro, I've been there before. This is a very common problem, I'm there with you.