Day 4 of 30. From past experience i've noticed it got more difficult after 1-2 weeks, so i gotta be aware, prepared and ready to cope with it in the right ways this time.
10 days completed... But I am not yest satisfied... I still feels like walking on a narrow bridge. I may slip and fall down at any time. Things are not easy these days. I can hardly concentrate on my work. By the end if the day when I look back I can see that I have hardly did something today. It makes me feel so low and this mood often kicks up frustration and often leads mind towards porn and masturbation. Another serious matter is day dreaming. I had been sharing my problem with daydreaming since I started posting in Nofap. Till now I couldn't find any progress. These days I get tired of work so fast, and for some relaxation I quickly slip in to day dreaming. As years went by this became a habit of mine... I have started this habit in early childhood itself. It went on through different fantasies and growing older these fantasies shifted to more bad thoughts... porn have influenced a lot to develop in to this bad stage.I have to quit Not only PMO but also day dreaming. I have to observe more detail the nature of these day dreaming, when where and why like these. And slowly should get away from that.