My Daily Journal

Starting on January 11th, 2015
Today is my first day, i just discovered NoFap.
Some facts about me:
-17 years old. Junior in HighSchool
-Christian, very serious about my relationship with The Lord
-Into Video Games, programming, and nerdy things but also have a lot of non-
nerdy friends so I'm into a little bit of everything.
-Single, i feel like God is holding me back from relationships until i resolve my PMO problems (there is a girl that i'm interested in)

Today is my first day and I'm excited. I'll try to post every day or so
PLEASE COMMENT AND MESSAGE ME! I'm excited with the community here

 

Today and yestersay were good for me. Not much temptation. I'm hoping that continues. This usually happens thought, the first couple days are easy then it hits... I thought it would hit tonight, I spent almost all of 6th period talking to this hot girl, but I pulled through. Been praying a good amount

One of my main reasons for quitting is thinking about older guys at my church that tell about how even after they were married they still struggled and it sometimes led to extream cases like divorce... I don't want to be that guy that has a wife and even kids and is still stuck on this crap. I think about my future wife a lot, I really want to quit for her. If your struggling to find motivation, think about your future wife. It helps for me.

 

Today was pretty similar to the last few. It was a little stronger today but knowing i have the counter going and my accountability partner helps me talk myself out of it. Its not easy though, i find myself craving it. It must be the dopamin(or whatever that chemical in your brain is) craving. I have a lot more respect for smokers who quit

 

Its been getting harder. I'll get urges much more often. I see a hot ad or something in a video and I have to fight away from it. I wouldn't consider that porn, but its defiantly the gateway.. I've fought the M temptations too, even harder. I knew this was coming, I gotta stay strong.