Trust me man, ive been so close and failed many times. Stay in it, it might take a few trys but i know you and I can make it! Stay strong cat man!
Guys, I did it, 14 days. Thanks for all your support! I want to tell those of you who feel discouraged right now, that if I can do it, then you can too. Trust me, over the last few months I could barely go more than 2-3 days w/o PMO - I have failed alot! But this time I just got determined and stuck with it, through the ups and downs. Do your best and don't beat yourself up if you stumble - just get up and try again!
5/14... You really don't realise how fast 14 days go by when you're not restarting your counter 7 times during it. I was so close to breaking yesterday... it had me with my hand on my face demoralised, meditating and searching for the will to not pmo. I had an empty incognito window open... Randomly, I found an answer that helped me snap right out of the urges. IF I relapse today, on day 4, then in 4 days time I will be facing the exact same monster... If I only keep fighting now then maybe I will never see this monster again or maybe I fill find something to help me overcome it easier next time. Either way, restarting and facing the same monster again will only result in no answers and no progress. I pictured it like a dark souls boss... Don't give up after you've been hit, just keep going and you might work it out. I closed down my computer, went down stairs with my book and started reading. Here I am, proud to say I have made it to day 5; another monster to overcome but overcome it I will!
Well I relapsed, so have to start all over again. Just have to get through this weekend and everything should be fine.
Day zero of 14. Fucking demon liquor got me again. I need to beat these urges after I drink. That's my true challenge.
Yes, last night I set a new world record. No one has ever gone from edging to sexy videos on Youtube to reading Birth of the Republic 1763-89 so quickly ever! About 4 seconds. Congrats man!
Day [10/14] 4 more days! NEED DOPAMINE FIX!!! Adapting to new environment makes me anxious. Need to settle down and have a routine asap. LET's do this! “When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.” – Henry Ford
4/14: Today was a good day and right now scrolling through the posts, its amazing how many motivating people there are All together walking and fighting on the path to the summit.