Okay reporting in! All is fine from the moment, i am quite confident that i will achieve the 100 days, maybe 150. However i often experience nightfalls, especially the night where i go to bed agitated (nervous or tense) altough i have basically 0 conscious arousal during the days. Nightfalls aren't as debilitating as real ejaculations, but i dislike the fact as i still believe it burns a bit of our essence. Members of the challenge: @Vedas_fr @Gurucito Rimpoche @Leplusdifficileestledépart @Faijaz @mjohn18 @Sam97 @Prashanthnavle @pillan24 @Azabu @johnny.xtreme1 @Dragon knight
Nice @Vedas_fr. In my case i've been struggling. I've been having urges big time, but i know they will leave with time, adding up the commitment that i do now. By the way, well said about the "burning our essence" thing, I liked it.
My advice, nip the desire at the bud : avoid any thoughts or behaviour that will feed lust. I never went more than 45 days i believe, with a few nightfalls. I would like to see how i feel after a few months without nightfall. Will i feel like a god ???
Lmao, great LMAO, maybe theres some truth, but in my case i plan to see girls, you know... "see", idk if that way of being stops me from that.
Well it is natural but at the same time it will definitively take some energy out of you. So do as you feel.
Checking, one month Almost relapsed the day before yesterday, a small but significant choice has made me keep in this journey, so... saved
Yeah i don't intend to go back to masturbation ever. Probably will find a girlfriend in the following months but no masturbation ever. It is really a big problem for me because it drains so much energy, so much vitality that i really see it as something negative.
it's fine, but it will throw away as much vital energy, nutriments, vitamins out of your body as masturbation does. Just be aware of that. I'm close to 40 days, and although i don't feel extremely energetic mostly because of stress and lack of rest, i definitively feel a concrete difference, in the sense that i don't experience down phase anymore, and i'm much less prone to fear and anxiety. I see energy accumulated as a capital on a bank account, that you can use or save to feel better.
You guys are all an inspiration. My max was 10 days and I relapse recently... but I'm back for trying again. One day at the time. I'm up for ending this month. From now it will be 10 days on June first.