Day 66. Another day another hard conversation. Hard but necessary. Honesty is definitely difficult. I spent so many years lying to myself that it is really hard to be honest with anyone. I made some really good strides over the last couple of days though and I think my SO is seeing that.
Day13. I was almost at the point of losing it all. But that panic button brought me back. Time is a currency.
Day 8. Yesterday I was extremely nervous and aggressive, even lots of stupid arguing with my wife. Also winter came back... need to be strong these days
Day 44 today, pushing through the urges and it's always worth it to say no. Grateful that I've made it this far.
