13/14 Day 13: Whew almost there.. had some close calls in between. but looks like i will get through 14 days. Wasnt as tough as i thought but it wasn't a walk in the part either. Not watching P was easy. Keeping my hands off was hard. (no pun intended ). also the No Smoking has been going very well..
Day 5 of 14 - No urges to watch porn or to touch myself, but mindful awareness of sexual energy in my body which was accompanied by a few boners throughout the day, but I let the feelings pass and move on with my day. Yesterday I had amazing sex with a beautiful girl, and usually I start masturbating a lot the days after I had great sex, but I have no desire to watch porn or masturbate. I feel confident.
Hey buddies! I'm a new user of this forum, but I used to be in the reddit forum... Since I meet the NoFap legion I started to become free, my first streaks was awesome and after reached 70 days I'm not able to reach even 15 days more. This challenge is accepted and I'm gonna do my best!
Day 5. Yesterday was hard. Had the house all to myself for 4 hours. Then I got in a fight with the mrs at night and I really wanted to fap but I avoided it somehow. Should note that I’m also cutting back to 1 beer a day and not smoking weed during this. Not sure it’s the best idea to try this all at the same time but the habits fed into each other. I’d drink, get high and fap. On to the next. Good luck with you all today.
Day 12 is here, I am trying to be mindful of getting natural dopamine through exercise or real human relationships instead of instantly via the internet.
Day 12. I almost relapsed with a pic of Melania Trump! lol.. almost wanted to do more.. but i stopped. Woman tried to have sex with me a lot and tried to get me to penetrate. I was flatlined for most of it. She felt upset that I did not find her attractive and even asked me what porn I enjoyed. I'm not sure what to do. This is a serious problem. I am not sure how to fix this situation and cannot get hard for sex.
