I am not giving up my days of sexual sobriety. I don't want any excuses for a relapse. I am here because, after 2 months I am surrounded by triggers and need to stay clean. I read through the 50 suggestions... I am going to clean up the clutter and no internet after 9 pm. NoFap community - you are what's keeping me strong.
HARD MODE DAY 0 Now its the beginning of a new path, enjoy life and forget about your pass, change your future...
I relapsed today .. I tried my best. At one point, I opened a pornsite and then closed it again with eyes closed, literally. But in the end I lost. I feel so sorry for myself. But I won’t give up. Maybe I should try some easier streaks before going cold turkey for 90 day challenge. Won’t give up.
10th Day. I dont feel any urge sofar. May be its because of the way I have taken, monk method. I shut all the doors that trigger urges. Gone bit extremely by media fasting, staying away from video sharing site. No songs, No movies, and even not watching football matches.. Its hard, but truely rewarding. On the other hand these thing were not contributing anything to enrich my life. Now I realize that life is not temporary enjoyment and pleasure. But persistent enthusiasm. So lets go....
Don’t give up. Start the challenges again, and keep coming back here, being honest & posting your feelings.
Day 9 of 90 Just got home from a long day at work. more to post tomorrow, Stay strong Fapstronaut's Life will be better for it! *63 days free
