guys i really envy you. i just found this web site. I've been destroying myself during past few months and im fed up with this addiction. im sick of myself. i hate myself a lot every time i do this. and right now i hate myself for being such a weak person. however im glad i found this website. i couldn't imagine there are so many people like me, suffering from this addiction and want to get rid of it. so lets say its my day 0/30