Day 1. My Partner found out yesterday. It's time. Trying for the best version of myself I see in the future. Trying for her and to make her proud.
day 3 now. i'm coming to terms with the fact that I am an addict. Very tough. I don't know... it seems unreal and impossible and tricky. Trying to be mindful
I relapsed tonight. The reason why I did not manage to avoid my triggers, which are the emotional films with imexplicit sexual content. There is no point crying over the spoiled milk. Starting again right away. Have not conquered the 90 day challenge yet. My strategy is to break it down into two parts: 30 + 60 day challenge and get rid of all the triggers in my life. Setting up other goals in my life to compete for my attention. Day 0.