Day 4, the time I feel like I fuck up is around day 7, but this time around after making a conscious effort I feel like 90 days will be a piece of cake
just recently got a girlfreind and my porn viewing needs to end for my healthy sex life with her. I have not watched porn in a few days but am officially starting on day 0 in this forum. Here we go!
6/7. Had an embarrassing event today, walking on the street. Read a posting by a guy asking if he should reset his counter having done something with her girlfriend. I replied but my mind seemed like getting pretty engaged with it so that I threw wood and couldn't get it down satisfactorily. Well gladly I came home soon, took a cold shower and just then my AP was online and messaging me! I told him this and got it off my mind. That kinda things might be near triggers for me, so I better keep watching out!
Ok, I had a crazy dream last night. I dreamt that I was looking up porn and it was just regular old type porn, then my heart started beating really fast, and I started tossing and turning. Then I woke up because I felt kind of worried and concerned. I woke my wife and told her what was going on and we prayed together. So now that I got that out, I dont know if that counts as a relapse or not. As far as I understand I am now at day 5 come 3 o'clock today.
