Day 1/30 Done Came downstairs this morning after relapse yesterday and the first thing said to me was that I looked a little under the weather, that I didn’t look my normal self. People really do notice when you PMO. Been a bit of an eye opener whilst battling through the brain fog today.
And 19 days completed! A friend is crashing at my place. She helps me doing an early spring cleaning and I really like how tidy my flat is. I cook more often, and I am going to invite some friends for a movie evening soon! So, if this is the pornfree live, I can get used to it! Hang in there!
Day 0 starts off now for me. I have done this before and can do it again. Awesome idea! Let the challenge begin!
Thanks! Yeah I feel like it helps a lot when we work on more than just fixing our PMO habits. As we improve in other areas we feel better about ourselves, which, I think, helps motivate us even more to avoid relapsing. Shoot me a message or something if you decide to try using a timer and how it works out- I'd love to hear about it! I'm still somewhat amazed at how much of an influence a wandering eye/ mind can have. It makes me feel hopeless. It's like I'm getting as much of a look as I can at something I'll never have, which is highly discouraging. When I make eye contact, smile and get a smile back I feel the complete opposite! Not to mention this will certainly leave a much better impression in a girl's mind than catching me creepily lusting for her.. It's so clear how much I need to continue fixing my gaze! I agree, we will get there!
Big day today. One third of the way through this challenge and half way to 90!! Starting to feel more regret about letting myself get so caught up in PMO and taking so long to finally do something about it. I don't think any number of days will truly be enough.. This will be carried with me for the rest of my life.