Trust yourself my friend it’s not about proving it to her, she is with you because she believes in you. Trust yourself and believe have faith in your love and marriage, pixilated women and other women in general can never be greater than your woman. Remember your vow until death do us apart! She sticks by you for that same reason just believe in yourself and start loving her and worshipping her for the woman she is! And soon PMO will be way behind you and you will be able to rekindle your love life again! I talk from experience my friend just 14 days in and my girl and I have started loving each other the way we used to at the start and she feels that I am a changed man! You will too just believe in yourself and your woman! Believe and Your love will guide you. WAKANDA forever ♂️♀️✊
So today wasn't that hard. It was mostly chill. I know my battle starts when I try and go to sleep. I lay restless for 2 hours until I just get tired. I've started learning piano and try to keep myself busy. I've found that journaling on paper during stressful class situations helps me immensely.
You’ve got this... just distract yourself with things that make you happy and reward you differently!! I found that drinking more water helps too.