d 74/90 ! and all clean and on target. Just had a stunning Blonde make her self available sexually and I turned her down :-) thanks GOD
day 69/90 and going strong. into the last 1/4 now had some temptation last week but didnt relapse or act out thank GOD 21 more days to go
I cannot believe the 3 days of agony Ive been in but today I feel alive and pure and strong and centred spiritually. Never felt so alive
d52 spent 3 days literally "dying" to this addiction severe stomach pains all emotional eg feelings id suppressed being released im free !
That's amazing. I hadn't known withdrawal from this could be so physical. For me it would be confusion, anxiety and an almost dissociated personality. Congratulations on getting through it!
I had withdrawal for 14 days another 3 days this week when I felt like i was dying massive stomach pains basically un felt feelings leaving and today I feel very alive. this addiction is now in remission :-) thanks dude anything you need ask
I am at day 44 of 100 of no orgasm, sex with my Wife (or other Women :-) ) or porn. first 2 weeks were tough now its so peaceful
The peace keeps growing my friend, the peace eventually turns into raw creative force and an unstoppable drive to achieve anything your mind can imagine in life. The possibilities of a harnessed sex drive are endless, to the point that if one so chooses they can amass great worldly blessings or transcend this very state of existence through the power of keeping one's essence within.
Thanks mate, thats great motivation, I already feel emotionally and spiritually clean and focused and physically embracing the gym again and my brain feels like its operating in turbo mode and not just laterally and logically but emphatically.
strangely also I appear to be producing bags of testosterone am bulking muscle wise and have got very hairy again arms chest etc must be because im not wasting it and zinc etc on Women so all in all what a bonus ! thanks again for the encouragement
