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Vivek2.0
Fapstronaut, Male, from India
Failed at day 19. I knew I was edging! But this time, I got up quickly! No depressive thoughts.. restarting again! Sep 21, 2017
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Hi my name is Vivek, I am in my early 30s. I have a history of child abuse including sexual abuse which lasted till my mid 20s.... and still hinders me through the PTSDs, Depression, Bipolar and behavioral problems. A year ago, I realized that my father is a narcissist. That was a big shock and a trigger towards recovery. Recently I lost my friendship because of my rude and negative behavior. His last words were "I also have my own choices of kind of friend I want to be with".
He is one of the very few good things happen in my life. His mere presence made me feel secure, hopeful confident and lovable.
I have decided to change! I experimented a 7 day no PMO and it was a huge mood changer! But I fell in the trap again...
But I feel we guys are at the right place. I hope to improve myself and be the cool and confident guy I always wanted to be, with all Emotional Intelligence, Prudence, Maturity and free of any addiction.
In a year or so, I hope to see my friend and will request him to be my friend again.
I am an Atheist so do not believe in God, Luck etc... BUT I do believe in friendship and Love. And I hope to recover soon through the support from friends like you all!Interact
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