SSJGisntweak
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SSJGisntweak

New Fapstronaut, Male, 18

4 days thays good for me so i hope i can progress more and more. Jun 5, 2019

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    1. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      4 days thays good for me so i hope i can progress more and more.
    2. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Hey guys sorry for no updates recently im currently on day 4 and I've been busy been off and on with porn but yea
    3. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Things are going pretty good
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      Hey guys sorry I haven't been updating as much im currently on day 2 and ive been pretty busy also just got on summer break so yea
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    5. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Just relapsed but im staying in there not giving up im not feeling ashamed but I'm gonna keep trying here we go day 0
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    6. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Life's been trying to keep me down but I've been fighting back day 2. Things are getting better.
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    7. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Day 1 had some urges but im still pushing. Things have been okay lately.
    8. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Hey guys relapsed again and ive been in a really negative mood but im not giving up i know i can do this if i give it my all
    9. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      As long as I don't give up I'll just keep getting stronger and stronger I will quit porn this is for my life for my family I have to do this
    10. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Hey guys I just relapsed big mistake but I got motivated and worked out a little I understand that this is a battle that I can win.
    11. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Day 1 I hope to go many more days and I'm gonna keep trying till I do weird time to post this I just had a nightmare and I wanna be positive
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      SSJGisntweak
      Hey guys sorry for not updating I've been really busy and I relapsed on the 7th but I'm trying again and again and again
    14. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      On day 1 everything is going so so but yea I'll update later.
    15. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Restart back to day 0/1?
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    16. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Hey guys I relapsed I messed up but I'm not giving up I went 4 days so should I take 2 days away from the progress or 1? Or should I just
    17. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Day 4. I went to church hung out with family and everything has been going great so far a bit of urges but I was able to fight them off.
    18. SSJGisntweak
      SSJGisntweak
      Which is great because shes actually not that bad so everything is going great guys I hope I can reach new heights best of luck to all
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      SSJGisntweak
      Shes always touching me and teasing me (she doesn't touch me in sexual ways cause then I would definitely lose nofap) but as in other things
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      SSJGisntweak
      DAY 3 Everything is going so well and I feel as if my fire has been ignited this girl in my school I sit next likes me at least I think
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Jun 18, 2000 (Age: 18)
    Been a gamer since I was 3 (no seriously) Anyway on to the point. I was introduced to porn when I was 10 and it really messed with me I only saw the positive things about it like how it reduced stress and all that and I was like wow "pmo feels good is good and is awesome overall" when you think that it's when everything starts going in the wrong direction it seems like a great thing at first and then quickly starts becoming a negative thing in your life. I was getting into a little more hardcore stuff like rape (only hentai) but I mostly stayed away from me and kept going on with that softcore stuff but I wanted more and more (I can recover from one relapse in 2 days only physically but definitely not mentally) so you can already imagine how that especially since I was young and I started to see all the negative side effects I didn't want to talk because I was too shy or tired and I felt no energy it got to the point where sometimes I didn't want to eat then I heard about nofap (i will forever be grateful for nofap) and it was the perfect timing because I started losing myself I only wanted more and more and I started objectifying women and that's when I really wanted to stop because I was always thinking about it so when I found about nofap I was like screw that porn is the best but then after seeing and feeling the negative side effects of porn I looked more into it and saw all these people talking about how it changes you I read all these things about how good and life changing nofap is and pretty soon I tried because I had nothing else better to do in my life and what if it is true so the first time I went on 34 days which is my record for now since I'm pretty new to nofap and I was proud but on that first day I wanted my life back my ability to talk to someone without being shy or scared I wanted it all back and I was tired of porn because it got so bad and I felt the biggest boost of energy I instantly took a cold shower and felt even more energy and I was saying to myself I'm never doing pmo again I'm gonna stay committed to nofap for the rest of my life (Wrong) after 34 days one of the urges got really bad and I was sick and home alone so I fapped once (all this has been happening since February 12 sorry if your confused I started nofap on February 12 of this year so from the 12 of February to now) and then I beat myself up like the most of us and then I fapped all the way back to square one and here I writing this after a relapse and I went on for 3 days I haven't felt that boost of energy since that day but I'm not giving up because I feel like I could have that energy everyday if I could just quit porn and masturbation and maybe it was just an adrenaline rush (I felt the energy before the cold shower) but I still want to do nofap and quit pmo, even higher than that I want to go beyond what I ever imagined so here I am writing this and I am going to quit pmo because I can't let myself down anymore or make my body suffer and my life is on the line. The more I do pmo the more disconnected I get from being who I truly am and I don't want to lose my freinds or my family just because I wanted to beat my meat so I'm starting over I'm gonna fight every single urge every single day (running,workouts,eating healthy,cold showers) and cold showers are the most effective for me probably because of the bit of adrenaline rush and the energy it gives you in general. I promise that I will quit pmo and get my life back on right road no matter how many times I relapse or binge even if I go one month or a week without pmo I'll be happy and that will still be success for me but I'm going to try to break my 34 day streak because im not gonna go on a streak im going to try my best to go on nofap for the rest of my life.

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