Lightsaber

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Do not fear the darkness that is outside, fear only the darkness thats inside you. Jan 5, 2024

Lightsaber was last seen:: Apr 30, 2024 at 5:48 PM

1. Lightsaber
  Do not fear the darkness that is outside, fear only the darkness thats inside you.
  
  Jan 5, 2024
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2. Lightsaber
  Thank you God, grateful to you for all I have been able to do because of you.
  
  Jul 21, 2023
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3. Lightsaber
  On a break from NoFap website for a month. I wont be active or posting any content. I may update my journal if I feel so. Thank you!
  
  May 29, 2023
4. Lightsaber
  Take me to the sea, wash away my worries.
  
  May 12, 2023
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5. Lightsaber
  Give me strength, believe and courage to be clean for 90 days. I will follow the right path.
  
  Apr 7, 2023
  1. Gabriel The Knight, Toni7 and (deleted member) like this.
6. White Sheep
  Is that a type of handcraft you do?
  
  Mar 7, 2023
  1. Toni7 and Mr.Chips like this.
  2. Lightsaber
    It is not, it's an E-8 lattice representation artwork by an artist I got from the net.
    
    Mar 9, 2023
    
    Toni7 and White Sheep like this.
  3. White Sheep
    I asked bc it looks like something I made for my mom for Christian, I didn't know about this E-8 lattice from Math, I search... Thanks for teaching me something new.
    
    Mar 10, 2023
    
    Toni7 and Om Prakash Vedanta like this.
7. Lightsaber
  In pursuit to remain enthusiastic about life like when I was when I was 7 years old.
  
  Feb 21, 2023
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8. Lightsaber
  I need to learn and transform in this year. Transformation curve should continue for next 25 years for balance.
  
  Jan 28, 2023
  1. Toni7, SilentWolfSong, Robbiebob and 2 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    You can do it.
    
    Jan 28, 2023
    
    Lotus Heart and M_H like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    Rooting for you bro
    
    Jan 29, 2023
    
    Lotus Heart likes this.
9. Lightsaber
  Lost myself when I was around age 8. Sexual abuse form age 8 to age 10.5 . Didn’t pay much attention coz after puberty hit at age 13.5.
  
  Jan 28, 2023
  1. Gabriel The Knight, Toni7, Robbiebob and 2 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    What is past is past. U can progress by changing those experiences.
    
    Jan 28, 2023
    
    Lotus Heart likes this.
  3. System Shock
    I am sorry mate you went through this. Know, you are not alone many experienced the suffering. Stay safe and strong!
    
    Sep 10, 2023
    
    Om Prakash Vedanta likes this.
  4. Lightsaber
    Thank you @Gabriel Knight . I know many people have had worse, in my case it wasn’t severe and i do not blame the abuser as he was my age and ignorant and so was I, so I am glad.
    
    Sep 10, 2023
10. Lightsaber
  Where there is a will, there is a way.
  
  Jan 23, 2023
  1. Gabriel The Knight, Toni7, SilentWolfSong and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Yes indeed bro
    
    Jan 23, 2023
    
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11. Lightsaber
  I am extremely busy for next 21 days. I will be off the website. Hopefully I will have a 21 day streak when I return. Good luck everyone!
  
  Jan 17, 2023
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  3. Lightsaber
    Reset to zero on January 20, 1:30 pm. Had to ejaculate to normal porn.
    
    Jan 20, 2023
    
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  4. Lightsaber
    The 21 days and timeline for next upcoming things that will follow the work.
    
    Jan 20, 2023
    
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  5. Lightsaber
    Came back, got some time on my hands to do checkin.
    
    Jan 23, 2023
    
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12. Lightsaber
  Make me strong and less of a hypocrite. I feel all people are hypocrites. Bring me out of this negative thinking loop. I must wake up.
  
  Jan 14, 2023
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  3. Deleted Account
    In other words, we are struggling and as long as we continue to and not give up then we are on the right path. God can see this. He is all aware. Don't let the devil convince you that you are done. Continue to strive brother, you are on the right path.
    
    Jan 14, 2023
    
    Lotus Heart likes this.
  4. Lightsaber
    @M_H yes the change is possible. It has been for others. I will never give up. God has been there all along with me and he is omniscient.
    
    Jan 14, 2023
    
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  5. Lightsaber
    @M_H and it is my lack of action. I am in process of learning and so are others. I forget that when I criticize others and myself with lack of perfection. I am gonna keep working on my actions. Stop finding faults in everything.
    
    Jan 14, 2023
    
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13. Lightsaber
  I will find a way out of this chaos and tame my inner demons.
  
  Jan 6, 2023
  1. White Sheep, M_H and Fapstronaut 9 like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Yes you will find a way. Where there is a will, there is a way! Wishing you success.
    
    Jan 7, 2023
    
    Lotus Heart and White Sheep like this.
14. Lightsaber
  Long live and prosper!
  
  Dec 30, 2022
15. Lightsaber
  We are going to get through this phase warriors!
  
  Dec 16, 2022
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16. Lightsaber
  Tame the inner beast. Don’t let it destroy you.
  
  Dec 14, 2022
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  2. Divyanshu Gautam
    Are you fine Lotus ?? I am sorry to message you but I just want you to be ok. You are strong and you can quit this.
    
    Dec 15, 2022
  3. Lightsaber
    I am going through a very difficult time. I am not gonna quit, I am doing fine. Thank you for checking in.
    
    Dec 15, 2022
  4. Divyanshu Gautam
    You can share your difficult time with me. If you want, Just like you did for me. I know You are brave.
    
    Dec 15, 2022
    
    Om Prakash Vedanta likes this.
17. Lightsaber
  Day 3 successfully done.
  
  Dec 13, 2022
18. Lightsaber
  Day 3 check in
  
  Dec 12, 2022
  2. Lightsaber
    Going good but feeling urges
    
    Dec 12, 2022
19. Lightsaber
  Day 1 : Deja vu
  
  Dec 9, 2022
20. Lightsaber
  There is no pain you are receding, a distant ship smoke on the horizon, you are only coming through in waves. #comfortablynumb
  
  Dec 8, 2022
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