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Ndhlp
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Sep 3, 2023
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Birthday:
Sep 6, 1967 (Age: 56)
Location:
Oklahoma
Occupation:
Disabled

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Ndhlp

Fapstronaut, Male, 56, from Oklahoma

I went from thinking I quit and having spontaneous ejaculations to thinking I might be compulsively masterbating. 4 times finishing already. Sep 3, 2023

Ndhlp was last seen:
Sep 3, 2023
    1. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      I went from thinking I quit and having spontaneous ejaculations to thinking I might be compulsively masterbating. 4 times finishing already.
    2. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Fifty days. 50-1. The anxiety and depression got me.
    3. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      No porn, hands off, no partner, no problems, six times I think.
    4. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Personal record after starting Masterbating of 39 days. I've hands free ejaculated three times nows. Latest without erection.
    5. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      23 days. Besides masterbating I don't know what to do with a erection.
    6. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Bought underwear to wear and try to control myself. Don't know if I want to wish any of my girl friends or one guy friend would be around.
    7. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Stopped for a days. Had a Hand's free ejaculation. Thinking about masterbating and ejaculating again. Hope I can control myself.
    8. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      I love stopping and talking to women. They know what I want and it's great when they are interested. This is the way to live.
    9. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Made it through a day again finally. Much more difficult then it used to be just a couple of weeks ago.
      1. Kvothe The Bloodless
        Kvothe The Bloodless
        You got this
        Jun 13, 2023
        black_coyote and Ndhlp like this.
      2. black_coyote
        black_coyote
        Keep your guard up. Keep fighting. Relapse utterly sucks
        Jun 13, 2023
        Kvothe The Bloodless likes this.
    10. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Having difficulties quitting. Wearing toy. Journaling failures. Swelling is down. Public humiliation worse then telling my healthcare help.
    11. Ndhlp
      Ndhlp
      Quit for weeks. Experiencing relapse. Trying not to but use toy daily. Journaling my failure. Problem swelling. Embarrassed.
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Sep 6, 1967 (Age: 56)
    Location:
    Oklahoma
    Occupation:
    Disabled
    Preferred Pronouns:
    He / Him / His
    After months of homelessness got a place and lost it. Lived in a tent but recently got another place. Think the tent time may have given me PTSD.