LZ__

Current College Student. masturbation and porn had basically consumed my life. This, combined with a lot of other outside factors, has led to me being dismissed from my university, so I had to do a semester at a community college, away from all my friends, and it has basically been hell, but I digress. Currently hoping that I can get re-instated. BUT, I need to change. I lost my virginity not too long ago, and so I thought I was doing pretty well for myself. Now though, having not had sex, I found myself doing riskier and riskier things to get it, and masturbating the frustration away since I couldn't. I can't keep doing this. I won't list the cliche: I used to be better at everything, happier, et cetera; but thats all true and I wish I had never even seen porn. So here I am: I'm going to do my best to not masturbate or watch porn, and if the chance for sex comes along, I'll take it. my only orgasms from now to the foreseeable future will come exclusively from sex.