kcaz

Day 3, fail! PMO. Things I did right, things I did wrong.

Right
Didn't stay at home by myself.
Went running.
Felt a surge of energy. In fact, felt the best I've felt in a long time. Tons of confidence.

Wrong
Took a nap at 5
Made me stay up till 3
Couldn't sleep, edged
Edged to PMO

Resolution
No naps after 3
No edging
Not sure how to deal with PMO. Aside from this, I have no one I can reach out to and no one I trust.

Suggestion?

So today was my first day. I can't say that I feel a huge difference yet, but I've committed to reading one of the success story's. I am drawing inspiration off of these. I did accidently see a naked girl on tumblr. Normally that would trigger, but today it didn't. I think the challenge of September is keeping me from going down that path. I can say that I have a lot of these symptoms. In ability to focus. Lazy about things I shouldn't be. Not caring when I should . Ultimately, numb. Do those things change? If so... when?

A new start!