future-wife-and-children

I want to quit porn and oggling other women, I want to be a strong man for my fiance and my possible future children. I lost my job in the spring and ever since it has allowed me to waste more and more time when I am not doing contract work. I am ashamed of watching porn and lusting after anyone else other than the love of my life and my best friend. I want to be strong and break a habit I started at the age of 13. Porn is not a healthy way to deal with the depressing issues and frustration in the world. I want to be a leader for those who need help, but first I must become strong myself.