coolguyla

Thanks for visiting my profile.

I joined the nofap forum recently. I am a 26 year old guy living in Los Angeles trying hard to quit masturbating to orgasm while watching porn.

I have been watching porn since I was 16. Initially it just started with P subs and browsing through blogs for naked images but I soon became addicted visiting adult websites for watching porn videos. There have been times when I used to be alone at home and have masturbated 5 times in a row.

I have been single and never had a significant other so I always felt that masturbating while watching porn was the best way of getting rid of my horniness. I started watching porn and masturbated until I ejaculated. This started becoming a daily habit and now 10 years later, it has become like a ritual to masturbate daily before I sleep.

Masturbating to porn has affected my life in a bad way! I have been so addicted that I can't go to sleep if I don't masturbate. On weekends when I am alone, I watch porn the entire day and keep fapping.

I never realized or even cared about what PMO was doing to my body until I hooked up last year and was unable to reach orgasm even after stroking my penis. The next day I watched porn and ejaculated. Even then I didn't care about what happened and thought that I couldn't ejaculate because I was nervous since it was my first time. But this kept happening 2nd, 3rd time and then I was really worried as to why I wasn't able to orgasm without watching porn.

So I just Googled my condition, hoping that someone else would be having the same issue when I came across the subreddit /NoFap and realized there were so many other guys who had the same condition because of watching excessive porn. I never realized I was suffering with PIED until I visited this website. Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction accurately defined my condition. While having sex, I was unable to maintain erection and it was hard for me to reach an orgasm.

I read how guys started with their NoFap journey and how they benefitted from it. Saw some videos on youtube with guys documenting their nofap journey. I was inspired by one guy's video especially where I saw his first video and his 60th day video and noticed how deeper his voice had been.

So here I am on my NoFap journey. I am currently participating in PMO free February. Once I complete my 30 days goal, I want to make it 90 days, then 180 and then finally 365 days without relapsing. My ultimate goal is to completely stop masturbating with or without porn.

The counter below in my signature documents how far I have come in this journey.