Post published by Transformedshiva

Hey brothers I really want to get something off from my chest i am really struggling with hypochondria ocd and pmo addiction and it is now 1.5 yrs almost that I am heavily addicted to porn I don't know what to do now I am really afraid and overthinking keeps me from taking important steps for nofap I couldn't do anything from last 1.5 yrs for it I am feeling helpless and hopeless my mind is filled with suicidal thoughts.....plus i am unemployed can't study because of the two shots of my life....
Some of my worst fears are fear of escalation in porn usage like in homosexuality and incest I don't use these types of porn but my mind always tells me to check whether I am escalated or not then I binge on porn.....
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Transformedshiva
There is no pleasure involve in checking but seeking reassurance through porn
Ankit2Life more_vert
Ankit2Life
Brother do not loose hope, I cannot even say how much I was affected to this but now I'm way better. Watch "Gabe Dawg" videos on youtube, it helped me a lot for my earlier streaks. You can start with this ->
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sinful333
@Transformedshiva till last year i used to watch all type of porn , incest, bestiality, family , bdsm you name it.
for days i did not go out of my home , even from my room except for eating and daily routine.
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SacredSemen101
You are a very sexual being and porn may distort your feelings and thinking especially binge in so many different types of porn. Could it be that when you watch a type of porn you get use to it and bored and you challenge yourself to watch another type of porn to see if you get hard? and thats where your thoughts kick in and fears? YOu need to stay strong
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SacredSemen101
You don't need reassurance through porn, your mind is a powerful organ. Your body is a temple.
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