Post published by pman22

Hi guys,

It’s been a while. Haven’t been on here in a long time. For a while, I was fine dealing with my addiction. I’m back to the online video chat sex addiction, and it’s ruining my life.

For a few weeks now it’s been worse than ever. I’m actually tired of repenting because of how many times I’ve had to go back, and I forgiveness from God is difficult for me to imagine. Not only that, but I’m imaging the consequences of actually video chatting with people naked. If I ever get into the public eye, it could potentially ruin my life.

Today was the worst day. I spent my last few dollars I had to spend on my video chat sex addiction. I couldn’t believe that I actually did that.

I’m not sure where to go from here or what to do. I tried switching my routine to going to the gym after work and that helped, but I can’t do that every single day (like today)

Sorry to bother everyone. I’ve just given up all hope and my last resort is to come to you all in hopes of getting some advice that can help me overcome this again.

Thanks