Post published by Classic ace

Hello people,
I've been on nofap on and off several times. However, this time I made a vow to myself that unless I feel happy about myself I wouldn't fap. Every single day I wake up to check the list of tasks that need to be done which I had planned the previous night and mark a tick against it only if the task is completed. At the end of each day I calculated my efficiency. I promised to myself that I will fap only if it exceeds some threshold (90%). I have kept raising the bar starting at 58.5% to now at 64% ( logged for 47 days and it is a long way to go). Everyday I remind myself that its because of nofap my productivity is increasing. I just concentrate on the work I need to do and kept away from thinking about porn, in case my brain dwells on watching porn, I walked away from the spot and called any of my friends. So keeping busy is the only key to get away from this habit we've developed.
Right now, I do not feel triggered by porn. I mean, I just ignore the thought of watching porn and stay focused on increasing my productivity every day. It is hard but I just feel happy and look forward to next morning to boost my performance. I go watch a movie once in 10 to 15 days. I stopped caring about porn or relapse because I stopped my thought process right there itself. I rather told myself I am losing my productivity.
Although I told myself that I'd fap once I'm happy. My body wanted even more happiness. It totally shut thinking about porn or masturbation.
I owe a big thanks to all out there with their amazing posts. Thank you people!