Post published by ForABetterLife20

Brothers and sisters in Christ,

Forgive me, a sinner. Today alone I have P'd twice, PMO'd once and gone to church.
I need to just act. Today's Epistle reading was Colossians 3:4-11. Among the verse were the two lines "Therefore put to death your members which are on the earth: fornication, uncleanness, passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry...Do not lie to one another, since you have put off the old man with his deeds," and those hit me hard. I PMO'd before church this morning; I'm disappointed that I did, but I should've caught myself anyways.
It was a hell of a semester. I got a girlfriend and survived the hardest academic work of my life so far. I'm actually tempted at this very moment to P. I won't, but it's pretty easy to get trapped in my head and listen to my own lies. Because I'm not in school, it could be very easy to lose myself in porn and possibly make some very bad decisions in the near future. I don't want that to happen. That reading this morning snapped me out of a daze I've been in this semester. It's been really easy to use porn and PMO as a quick release regarding stress and other stuff this semester. I've PMO'd once or twice a week (if not more) since the beginning of a semester. I set a bad precedent this morning PMO'ing my first day home. I request prayers and ask forgiveness. I've become desensitized to real human interaction, which is affecting my and my gf for sure.

She could be the one people. I don't want to waste my time on porn anymore.

Please pray for awareness, courage, bravery, sanctity, and honesty.

Forgive me.
In Christ, pornnomore18