Post published by dudeface

Say a prayer for me guys, I anticipate a difficult week. I'm on day 15 and two weeks is as long as I've been able to go for the past few months. What's worse, I'm not feeling it. My motivation and enthusiasm for staying clean at the moment is pretty much at it's Nadir. Now, I know that repentance is an act of the will not the feels (thank God!) but when I havn't got the emotional motivation, it takes a pretty weak temptation to bowl me over. Gonna give my wife my phone this week and my computer is in the living room. So I'm going to sleep in a bit, so that I'm not on it until someone else in the house is up. Other than those things and just waiting it out, I'm not sure how to attack this. I've been praying the rosary daily and that helps, I'll keep that up too of course. There are no holy days this week... I have to make it clear from Sunday to Sunday! Imma call one of my buddies and see if he wants to take midweek Mass over lunch one day. Pray it up guys. It's gonna be a rough one.