Post published by thelyokotree

Hello. Im new.
I kind of think Im bisexual ( not sure yet).
I used to like womens and girls but since being exposed to gay porn at early age(since I was 13,so it's been nearly 5 years, I since then find men more attractive than womens. That also why im doing reboot to reset my brain, so I will discover my true sexual oriention. I also try to avoid mostly gay porn and homosexual content but eventually reset today.(although, I didnt not masterbate to those)
I hope reading your stories will help me clarify myself and have no incentive to deal with urges.
Also wonder whether someone have the same situation as me so maybe we can talk .
Thank you.
Atlanticus more_vert
Atlanticus
Welcome, brother! Many of us in the Group will all-to-well recognize what you describe! If you'd like to talk about orientation along with reboot, we can PM about it whenever you like. Ciao!
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BostonGuy more_vert
BostonGuy
I had a lot of access to gay porn and I'm sure it created homosexual urges. I've acted on those urges but I believe it is more about feeling shame (receiving from men).
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thelyokotree more_vert
thelyokotree
@BostonGuy wwhat do mean by receive from men and what is more about feeling shame. Im just confused, can you clarify me.
thelyokotree more_vert
thelyokotree
But yeh I do feel shame for watching gay porn.
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BostonGuy more_vert
BostonGuy
The shame comes from my childhood where I M'd in front of men much older than myself. There was a lot of shame when I finally O'd. I try to recreate that feeling of shame when I am topped.
thelyokotree more_vert
thelyokotree
Ok. Still confused but ok