Hello So basically its been 3 weeks on this reboot so far. Its been a little easy but w some rough times. Today i have done nothing and i am really thinking and rationing to relapse. Im not making any decisions right now but if i were going to relapse it would be MO w no P and lubricated, soft grip and slow. I really want to restart because Ive been doing drugs and drinking and i want to MO to get those chemicals out of my system (dont know if this is a thing or not). But mainly bc i messed up and lightly edged like 2 or 3 times today. I cant seem to focus and i am bored af. How much of a set back would this be, and would this be a good idea to get chemicals out (cocaine, mdma, and xans w drinking and weed). Maybe this is part of the process and it is the way it is and need to push on. P
well i'll just go fuck myself then, not literally lol. I didnt btw and im glad i didnt. thanks to myself. thats really what its all about, but fuck it. keep on keeping on..
Drugs are eliminated from your body by the liver and kidneys, so MO will not help get rid of them. It is more that the dopamine surge of O will help take the edge off, but not for long.
Don't do it! You'll always feel worse after. Let your brain get the full healing effect that it needs
