Just wondering, as your streak is now at very high, from which day did you felt that your addiction is over means you would definitely control your temptations ahead? I know it's different for different people but what was that day for you?
Honestly since day 1. This doesn't mean that i sit on my assumption and remain trustful. Always combat ready with a spear in my hand and watching for intruders, and probably will remain like this forever
woah, I think my opponent is op, but np I will match my foot with yours. I too done a different thing that I tried to believe I am free from it so I am too getting very less urges or strong once only for few minutes. It's like I watch it from a 3rd person's view as how it slowly comes towards me and tries to grab my heart but I am too much shielded by my positive mindset and the past image of myself being cute, soft haired sharp boy (lol 4 years old image it is, now cuz of this thing, me is very dull looking) which make my shield unbreakable and that urge withdraws its hand from reaching my heart and then slowly goes away within a few minutes. I won't lose the hope this time as many 10s or 100s of failed attempts has damaged me enough to bear more of it. And the best part, I am now completely self aware that what's good and what should never be given a single chance to destroy yourself.
But yeah, the issue with the unconscious Problem is the only left issue which I am drastically worried of I think it's withdrawal symptoms as I had this thing in past when I fought this same thing in the past.
@SON GOKU IN checking in, quick check in for today. I will read your messages tomorrow. Hectic day ahead