@RiseToGreatness Welcome back, glad you're feeling better and back in your head. I'd like to join, please! Still an orc but not for much longer.
2 days done brave Fellowship. no sign of hesitations, feeling really solid. on the last week i decide to go Henry David Thoreau and live a simpler life. i cut out all screens usage (TV, mobile, pc´s, etc...) and the result is amazing. i´m feeling great, solid and with little social anxiety. and we´re talking about the first days after a relapse which are usually the toughest. it´s scary how screens steal dopamine and good mood. i recommend it to everyone, especially when facing hard times. and there´s so much stuff to do that don´t involve screens. even a simple talk with somebody becomes deep and heartwarming when we´re not rushing to check the next notification. it´s amazing . life becomes really alive!! Let´s welcome the new members of the Companion: @Gallade_Templar @Mending Ailment @Taran7 The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!!! @LuckyMan - Woods of Lothlórien @thikk - Grey Wizard / Black Gate of Mordor @Gandalf the White - Hobbit / Hobbiton (now on the journey to destroy the ring) @Thedaveisdead - Elf / Rivendell Here´s some inspiration from the Neverending Story. Have a great day brave Fellowship!!! ONWARD!!!!! "G'mork: If you come any closer, I will rip you to shreds. Atreyu: Who are you? G'mork: I am G'mork. And you, whoever you are, can have the honor of being my last victim. Atreyu: I will not die easily. I am a warrior! G'mork: Ha! Brave warrior, then fight the Nothing. Atreyu: But I can't! I can't get beyond the boundaries of Fantasia! [G'mork laughs and Atreyu gets a little angry] Atreyu: What's so funny about that? G'mork: Fantasia has no boundaries. [laughs] Atreyu: That's not true! You're lying. G'mork: Foolish boy. Don't you know anything about Fantasia? It's the world of human fantasy. Every part, every creature of it, is a piece of the dreams and hopes of mankind. Therefore, it has no boundaries. Atreyu: But why is Fantasia dying, then? G'mork: Because people have begun to lose their hopes and forget their dreams. So the Nothing grows stronger. Atreyu: What is the Nothing? G'mork: It's the emptiness that's left. It's like a despair, destroying this world. And I have been trying to help it. Atreyu: But why? G'mork: Because people who have no hopes are easy to control; and whoever has the control... has the power!
Back after 1 month Still no porn, but relapsed on M today after fishing (fishing is the slide) Need your help guys - how to stop fishing, literally throwing away weeks of hard work. Still can't figure out once you get some virility back - how to tame natural sexual desire? Any hints @RiseToGreatness ? No P - 169 No M - 0 No O - 0
Yesterday I posted that I relapsed and just started day 1, but I misunterstood it. I started at day 0 yesterday. Now I'm at day 1, an orc.