I fucked up again. Never really got a streak going since corona started and now I'm back at square one.
haha Im too real with it. Im back to just obtaining from just PM. Im keep it simple and easy. Need that mind control baby. Too much damage to just go back to M without the P.
TV junkfood PM. Ive got the intermittent fasting part in.. BUT tv junk food and pm is locked in my mind. I keep saying no tv and Junkfood but its an uphill battle. I will stop this. I will keep fighting untill I succeed. Im aware of the issue, not i just need to follow through with action and succeed.
Tonight I'm a bit lonely because I could be messaging this girl I'm talking to, but I don't have enough strength to resist her. I want power and trust in myself if talk to girls otherwise I'm no more than an animal. So I'll try see the good in feeling this way.
Yasssss sit with your emotions! That's what my therapist said to do. And understand that you will be OK.
Thanks man, great advice. Sometimes my body reacts like it's gonna die without something but in reality I'll be fine.