it´s normal brother. Hold on and don´t force yourself. Let it flow and stay away from risky situations. We´re with you!
You got this brother! I was at Day 16 middle of last week and stumbled myself. What matters is that you're actively fighting this wretched practice. Every day that you stand strong is another day of rewiring your brain. You are doing GREAT! Keep it up!
Glad you came back brother . Yes, the power of the Fellowship is much stronger than you and me, and everyone here. That´s why it works . Let´s do this my brother, till the end!!!!
2 days strong today. Feeling SUPER sore from my first workout 2 days ago. Can't believe this is the first week I've gone back to lifting weights this year. The soreness feels great though. Reminder that I got a good workout in. Trying to tie my workout-streak with my PMO streak. The two can surely go hand in hand. Onward brothers! God is good!
Amazing my brother. Here you are full of dreams and hopes. Life really seems different without wearing the ring right? But the PMO ring whispers all the time and you know you got to destroy it before it consumes you again. You remember the fallen brother Gollum and you don´t want that end like that. Destroy your ring my brother, for you and for us. Good luck!!!!!
One more day of walking dear Fellowship. I can see the Black Gate from afar Let´s welcome the new member of the Fellowship @marxlaw Pay attention to the pre-relapse signs brothers: peaking and especially mental fantasizing. Our thoughts are the most effective way of keeping urges alive, so don´t feed them!! Besides that, have a great day!!!
Yesterday was terrible, the urges were insane... Today, much better. Had 6k run in the evening and throughout the whole day pretty easy. Looks like I will left Hobbiton heading for Bree. I am really happy with the progress.
Thanks for the kind words of encouragement yesterday, feels good to be back in the challenge. Checking in day 3
Relapsed today- Its crazy how much you need to be aware of your triggers. The relapse happened without me even realizing what I was doing. I got triggered and next thing I remember is realizing I just relapsed.
As usual I didn't stick to my plan and I failed. As I always say it all comes down to finding the courage to do what is needed. I have spent a little while thinking and meditating about my life and I think I have found that little part inside me that is willing to change and live a fulfilling life. Just got to feed that little part and eventualy make it the biggest part of me. So day 0, but it's the happiest day 0 I have ever had.