Inspiring story. "you never fall into the same spot" Love that. much respect. Tip my hat to you comrade.
Hey everyone I’m back.. Came back to my home country after a year and thought i can handle this addiction by myself. Guess how that turned out? The addiction only gets worse when you try to do things on your own instead of checking in with the community and working with your higher power. Every night i told myself I’m going to check in to nofap but i just chose to PM myself. Missing my girl maybe or just needing that sexual connection. My sponsor calls it, I’m trying to seek things i need to make myself feel good and i need to do the 12 steps. He took me to sex adddiction meeting and i just couldn’t connect with those guys like how i felt on here with the community. Last night i slept 3 hours and woke up anxiety with my brain going crazy. Maybe its the self hate and regret after PMing almost every night since i came back. It seems like we always push ourselves to the edge and then seek for help.. Drive ourselves to insanity. I chose not to come back on nofap because i wanted to spend more time on work and stay in the focus zone. How can you stay in the focus zone if your deteriorating your mind P and Ming? Looking for comfort, browsing for escorts? I need to be happy in my own skin, live it and breathe it. NoFap has done the biggest change for me regarding P and M, and why detour from something that works? If spending 15 mins on here everyday will keep me sane then lets do it. I need to put my sanity first before money and school because without sanity there is nothing else.
Seems a lot of us are trying to get a hold of @Saiyan123 to be paired for match-ups but struggling to do so. Unfortunate...now that I recall I think I've tried joining this challenge in the past and had the same issue.
Sorry I thought I explained, you'll be up against @GonTheHunter. Apologies again but hope you fight hard still!
I'm doing good, really motivated and trying to be the best I can be. Good to see you again how are you? You'll be against @Paf-On, fight hard and treat every day the hardest.
Yes they're still open, good to see you again saiyan. You need to reach 3 days, then I'll place you in a duel and post when you do.
Good to see you back and you're back in the right place too. Your advice and motivation really is great and you're a true fighter, you know that too. When both you and @TrueSaiyan reach 3 days, you'll fight each other. You need to be fired up and ready to defeat this demon enemy once and for all. I want to see a real challenge, a duel to be the best you can both be, if you can't show that, then why did you even come back here?
@StraightEdge3616 VS @GonTheHunter THE TIME IS UPON US FINALLY FOR A TRUE DUEL FOR THE AGES... IT IS UNKNOWN IF THE BEAST IS INVINCIBLE YET THERE IS THE MOST NOBLE SWORDSMAN, STRAIGHTEDGE, HIS SWORD BECOMING SHARPER WITH HIS INCREASING VALOUR HE WILL FACE A FORMIDABLE YET EQUAL OPPONENT KNOWN BY ALL AS, THE HUNTER, THE MANIFESTATION OF HIS RIVALS NIGHTMARE IN THIS TRUE DUEL, ONLY ONE SHALL SURVIVE... NOW FIGHT FOR YOUR LIVES!!!!!