@010010010100000101001101 uh, well. I fucked up. Looks like I still haven't recovered from that one relapse months ago, ouch. Still being trapped in the cycle of going a week or two clean, then fucking up and restarting again.
Day 12 check in, I was listening to a famous audio book called 5 second rule by Mel Robbins. I found about this book in the comment section of a random ted talk of Mel Robbins. Anyway it's quite, it sound so simple but actually works.
I think I remember @fleurette talking about this if I remember correctly. Is the main concept to act on an idea within 5 seconds? I may have seen the same talk.
Keep going, be aware of your actions and you're less likely to relapse. We go about our lives usually without thinking what we're doing weirdly.
Yeah, if you feel an instinct to do something, count backwards 5 4 3 2 1 *Go* and do it, before your brain kills it with reasons or overthinking, cuz you never going to feel like doing it.
It's ok man, we all fall down once in a while in this journey. But our duel must continue! Just get back on it. As long as you don't quit you will succeed eventually!
daily check super busy day so I am able to check only now @Saiyan123 first days after a a long run are the hardest so it's ok also if you manage only to stay clean keep on fighting I want you to beat your record again
Thank you for recommending us things. @Saiyan123 To a shinobi.. ''hesitation is death''. ! Day 28 I had some discomforts but now I am chilling. @fleurette Do you got some chill in you?
Checking in. Today was a really challenging day, maybe dwelled a bit too long on fantasies and this damn burnout state won't disappear, everything is so slow but now I feel focused again. Tomorrow I will plan my day better. Got to go to bed now, had a tough evening setting boundaries to kids. Flatline mood. Goodnight..
Unfortunately, I slipped reg watching some P and touching myself a bit too much -> edging. The good thing is that this was soft P in comparison with the types I used to binge on and I know the reasons which led to the slip up, mostly, lack of me time and non efficient time planning which led to boredom etc. So I have to reset my counter. It has been a honour for me to fight against you @L'empereur. I guess I need to seek another rival who is in the early days of his/her streak, is that right @Saiyan123 ?
My duel partners are offline when I decided to check in daily, and the reverse happens when I go offline
daily check an easy day so far used the phone more than usual but because it seems that today all the people needed me so it is good anyway on the other hand all my morning routines are going awesome so a bit in flatline but I feel good how about you @Saiyan123 ? on my last relapse I noticed this thing too,anyway I am sorry but after some times in which you felt bad you came back with an amazing streak of more than 40 so this time you'll do even better me and saiyan btw are re-dueling despite our streaks are different so maybe you can do it too or maybe we can switch our duels idk let's hear the great boss @Saiyan123
I have an idea, boss @Saiyan123! I can take multiple opponents at once! I'm already vs @Turtleboi, how about I take on flower girl and ninja cat as well?! 3 vs 1! Bring it on!
I like the idea, but I think mix it up a bit and do 2 (1v1v1). @Saiyan123 VS @fleurette VS @Turtleboi and @010010010100000101001101 VS @fg4795 VS @L'empereur . Let me know what you think of that.